Finals are over and I should get back to making animtions.

Happy late Hanukkah.

I'm done with the comic and my finals. I feel like my finals could have been better if I knew it was going to start early in the morning and if I worked harder on my finals and not look up 

. I was so stressed about it. I got a good talk from a worker at the Jr college and that made me think about... life and my career. I should really make more notes about this stuff. I shouldn’t have more free time to do nothing. But I can use that time to make art and animation.

I mean… look, read this if you give a shit or not. I'm fine if you don’t. My mom and dad both have jobs with health care. And so is my older brother and sister. But do I want to do that? 

Doing what you love, like art and animation is not a real career if you're doing it by yourself and not really getting paid. Would like to get paid. I mean.

I'm a autistic idiot, so do I stand a chance in a healthcare job? I mean, what job do I want in Health care?  I don't really want to talk to people a lot.

I want to continue making art and animation, but I don’t want to end up like Hot Diggity Demon AKA Max G. Look, I like the guy and love his stuff. But I don’t want to be kicked out. He said it himself that you shouldn’t be like him. I'm too lazy to make a link, but it was a Interview is Dath Pina. He said something like get a real job that will let you live and do the art stuff as a hobby where you can get paid.

Art can't be my full time job… Can it? No it can't 

Look, I'm not stopping making cool stuff. I'm just thinking about how you can be an adult and make money so I can continue being alive. I'm overthinking this stuff again. I don’t like that.

I feel like I should be more open about this. And maybe I should finish that book about Not Giving Fuck, and I don't have to over think these things and go with the flow with my life. Is that a good idea? Just going what's happening? I…

I'm not making this clear. I'm just saying things that come to my mind and no right order. I'm writing this on a bus right now, so I feel sorry for any dumbass for reading all of this. But thanks for reading and happy Holidays and new year. 

I should buy presents for my family now.

Finals!!!

Why am I taking too long!?

Oh and here.

Why the hell didn't I do this sooner? At least I finally got to use my pocket minora I got at CVS.

It looks cool.

I need to post a blog every day to get to 100!

Sorry for forgetting to post. I was working on my comic. AND IT'S DONE! I'm done, and I just need to upload it. But I'm still thinking if I should post it in the games portal with Bando's Comic Wizard or the portal art one. I'll just upload the cover in the art portal and give a link to the games portal

I have a like and dislike relationship with this.

I like it because it gives out new hope for internet animation. AND ALL THE PORN.

Made by @EmmanTroll15

But I dislike it because it's association with SMG4. And I really don't like SMG4. I know they're just giving it money. But I can never fully enjoy it. I give zero fucks about this show. Thank Konami for porn.

I been working my ass off for this comic. I never knew drawing can be this fast in my PC.

My laptop was the worst for drawing or doing anything. If I keeled working on it on my laptop, I would have never get it done on time or ever finished it.

PC Master Race!

5 days to make the comic...

I'm a little faster with drawing on my PC. I have one page to draw and I need to ink half of the comic.

How do you feel about Comic Sans in this comic? Because what other comic font is out there? I mean, it's called comic sans, so it should be use for comics.

I was on vacation for Thanksgiving 10 days ago, but I forgot to tell everyone that I’m back home. I made a New SIN for Shorts and I made my first drawing with my new XP-PEN Artist 12. I love this thing so much, I feel like I can draw again like I never did with my old laptop. The title is “I’m Back” for another reason is that I’m back to drawing art better and faster, like I used to when my laptop wasn’t so slow and painful to draw on. I used my Pico Day winnings money on it BTW. So I hope that's a good investment. I have been spending a lot of money on comic books, but my cool older sister told me that it's okay because it's the time of the year when we're all not proud about spending. She buys a lot of clothes. That made me feel better about how bad I feel about myself.

Now I better talk about October or I never will. It was great, but I feel like I could have done more. I mean, what have I been doing?

I could have made more at of-

I don't want to say her name because I'm done simply for her until next year. 

I watched some cool horror movies like;

The FNAF movie

All the Saw movies and even Saw X

Evil Dead 2

The Thing from another world.

Killer Klowns From Outer Space

1954 Japan Godzilla

Halloween II 1981

And I think that’s all I can think of.

I also try to play a lot of Scream Fortress and Grave Deger.

 I’ve been trying to do so many things, but failing at all of them and only doing so little.

On Halloween Day and Night, I dress up as Billy the Puppet from Saw because I’m a gamer.

I gave out candy to Trick or Treaters, but I also set up simple games for them to play to win candy. If they lose, I still give them candy. 

But the first Trick or Treaters. I gave them a potato, canned food, and I don’t remember. Maybe a sock.

This group of Trickor Traders was really funny. I stack some cups and you have to throw the ball to knock them all down. But they just knocked them with their hand and just grabbed a handful of candy and ran away. It was funny. Soon I got bored got my laptop outside and played TF2.

And late at night, I watched Halloween 2.

So my October was still good, but I feel like I could be working on the Sweet 16 comic that month.

So why am I telling you all this now? I suck at time management, but I think that can change with my  XP-PEN Artist 12 because now I feel like I can do it.

Okay, I’m done with this blog post now. Oh, here are some doodles I made.

Not the best, but I will make better ones.