I'm done with the comic and my finals. I feel like my finals could have been better if I knew it was going to start early in the morning and if I worked harder on my finals and not look up 

. I was so stressed about it. I got a good talk from a worker at the Jr college and that made me think about... life and my career. I should really make more notes about this stuff. I shouldn’t have more free time to do nothing. But I can use that time to make art and animation.

I mean… look, read this if you give a shit or not. I'm fine if you don’t. My mom and dad both have jobs with health care. And so is my older brother and sister. But do I want to do that? 

Doing what you love, like art and animation is not a real career if you're doing it by yourself and not really getting paid. Would like to get paid. I mean.

I'm a autistic idiot, so do I stand a chance in a healthcare job? I mean, what job do I want in Health care?  I don't really want to talk to people a lot.

I want to continue making art and animation, but I don’t want to end up like Hot Diggity Demon AKA Max G. Look, I like the guy and love his stuff. But I don’t want to be kicked out. He said it himself that you shouldn’t be like him. I'm too lazy to make a link, but it was a Interview is Dath Pina. He said something like get a real job that will let you live and do the art stuff as a hobby where you can get paid.

Art can't be my full time job… Can it? No it can't 

Look, I'm not stopping making cool stuff. I'm just thinking about how you can be an adult and make money so I can continue being alive. I'm overthinking this stuff again. I don’t like that.

I feel like I should be more open about this. And maybe I should finish that book about Not Giving Fuck, and I don't have to over think these things and go with the flow with my life. Is that a good idea? Just going what's happening? I…

I'm not making this clear. I'm just saying things that come to my mind and no right order. I'm writing this on a bus right now, so I feel sorry for any dumbass for reading all of this. But thanks for reading and happy Holidays and new year. 

I should buy presents for my family now.