IM TOO SLOW AT FUCKING EVERYTHING I DO. I’m trying to animate something simple but tits taking too long. Animation takes long, but that’s bullshit. ANIMTION only takes long if you’re not doing it. I keep getting road blocks like:

My blue tooth camera remote is broken

The Stop Motion Studio app is broken with everything belong blue for some reason and the shadow lines moving on the screen if the light is too close or some shit.

i keep getting distracted by YouTube videos, porn, and looking up fucking stupid memes.

You: “Porn???”

I’m not in a great mood. I’m sad inside.

I having autism didn’t sucked before a long time ago. Dose growing up making me more useless and useless?

I have ADHD, so is that different. I JUST WANT TO MAKE STOP MOTION! Is that really to much to fucking ask???

So the “plot” is Gertrude as a little girl, gets stuck in Fairyland (dumb ass name) and she was given a quest to find a key back home that would last a day… THIS TOOK TWENTY-SEVEN YEARS AGO. Her one and only goal is to go home, but Gertrude is an unlikable cunt. I don’t like her, so why would I be interested in her finding her way back home if she’s been stuck there for 37 years? What makes you think she’s gonna even find it?  Most people would just kill themselves if they were trapped there forever. But most normal people would get out of there in one day. And if she does go home, will she be back in her house as a little girl again? Like in Narnia, or as an adult with no job skills in the real world? The world will not be the same after Benign has been gone for 37 years. And about her parents? Her family? Their kid has been gone for 37 years. 

She’s not even entertaining. The only good parts are the gore and violence. Gore and violence are still cool, but I don’t like the main character or her goal. I don’t like any of the characters. And another big problem with the comic. THERE ARE TOO MANY WORDS… WHY??? I’m not even bothered to read any of it if I don’t like the story or characters. Also, what I find so annoying is that there are zero real jokes. Only people being Muck-spouts, but all the swear words are replaced by the F-word with… FLUFF. 

That’s retarted.

The story is just pointless if she’s never gonna go home with how bloody stupid she is. And once she does go back home, she’s an adult who hates her life and ends up going back for some resoesns and now she’s suck there again. And some alternate reality bullshit happen and some how, she’s a kid again. BUT SOON. The story finally got interesting for once when she starts to like Farily Land and decides that it’s her home now and people start liking her, and some of her dead victims come back from hell and want to destroy Fairyland, so Gertrude meets Dorothy from Wizord of Oz Public Domain lore and I liked that Dorothy. I do. She’s not a cunt and she’s well written. Soon, some other Public Domain characters show up and everything seems well until she gets another key to let her back home… but she has to find it again, she hates Fairyland, and the whole plot starts over… 

SHE’S AN ASSHOLE! It’s a bad comic. I don’t care if I spoiled the whole plot, because the plot is dog shit.

Paper prints I edited for this game from the Yu-Gi-Oh manga. You can also use them as DND pieces.

I WANT TO MAKE ART AND ANIMATION, BUT I NEVER HAVE TIME! I FUCKING HATE IT!!!

FULL TITLE: PRO TIP: Making an account with Google login is stupid.

When you make a new account, NEVER USE GOOGLE LOGIN. Take the time to put in your email, password, and username. Because if you use Google Login, it will use your real name. YOUR REAL NAME! what kind of fucking dumbass design something like that!? You don’t want everyone online to know your real name. Plus, your email profile might have an image of your face, and now people might know your face. And you can’t even change your username, you have to wait, or worse, PAY. You didn’t even pick your name; the Google login did it. And what makes me mad is sometimes, YOU CAN’T EVEN DEAL WITH YOUR OWN ACCOUNT. You have to wait or ask. It happen to me 2 times and I forgot google login for making accounts sucks. I just thought it would let me make my own username and not use my real name.

It’s a bad idea to use Google login to make a fast account. 

DON’T DO IT.

DON’T DO IT.

DON’T DO IT.

Sorry, just upset that I forgot Google doesn't respect your privacy.

A cool artist and animator lost her job and would really need some support.

https://lilypixells.newgrounds.com/

Links to her stuff:

https://ko-fi.com/nebulapixels

https://patreon.com/nebulapixels?utm_medium=unknown&utm_source=join_link&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=copyLink

Thank you!

Okay, I don’t want to make paper craft weapons with pencils and pens, so I just wanna print them. But how???

Do I make the weapons in file alpaca?

or

Do I just get a image on the internet and print it?

One looks more cartoony and the other is more realistic.

I’m just asking because the image one I got from Wikipedia is faster but might seem lazy.

So I’ve been taking ADHD pills to help me with school work and art. BUT IT DOESN’T FUCKING WORK ANYMORE! What the fuck!?

Maybe they are fucking with my mind or something and I should stop. But what the fuck am I gonna do now??? How am I gonna get work done without taking too long?

How do I stop wearing time? HOW!?!??!?!!?!!!

I got so mad I throw my ADHD pills bottle and the cap broke, but not the bottle itself. There were only 5 pills and I got a new one.

Now my head hurts now.

Maybe I should see a therapist.

I looked at my calnder and saw I could have got work done better if I plan the month. Fuck.