Wow, I really haven't uploaded in a while. I wanted to blog everyday, but I have been too busy or too stupid to write and blog it here. I have been working on a movie collection of all my SIN For Shorts into one movie. I hope I can do that on Newgrounds and it does well and won’t get blamed. I mean, animation collabs do well here, so, yeah. But it’s taking a long… AGAIN! I thought I was done with this shit with my new drawing tablet

What I really want to talk about is my problem with being an introvert.

My two older sisters drove to visit our friend's house without me. I mean, I could have come, but I wasn’t told ahead of time, or maybe I wasn’t listening that well. So I just stayed at home and gave them the person I wanted to give to that friend. But that made me think… I’M SO FUCKING LONLEY. I don’t even talk to my high school friends anymore. I also got a new phone and lost half of the phone numbers, so now I have to find time to find them, if I can find them or have time to do it.

I spend more time on my projects than being with real people. I still go outside, but only on walks around my neighborhood. I used to go on long walks and bike rides to places I had never been before. Like farms. When I got back home, my legs hurt… I miss that. I miss going to the comic job and playing games and buying comics that I'm most likely not going to read. Just like steam games. I want to get a new comic box, but blank so I can put my Spiderman stickers on. I miss my friends visiting my home and we play games.

Is this what it takes being a great Artist, Animator, and Writer? Being a lonely cunt? That really sucks. I need to remember what Max G said. Get a real job and do the other stuff as a hobby.

My older brother tells me stories about his childhood, teenagehood and adulthood. He's very Social and had a lot of fun. All I did was go on the internet and play flash games and watch flash cartoons. And it was very hard to do when you didn't know how to read or write.

I'll be writing my Noob Years blog and I'll get back to writing shitpost blogs.

I might not be able to make a How To on how to make the Madness Puppets. I'm so sorry.

I've been reading the comic book MAUS, and it's my favorite Christmas book of all time. I didn’t get this book for Xmas, I just borrowed it from the library.

What I did get was the comic book Batman Killing Joke, but two times. My older brother and sister got me two, so my older sister is going to return her copy and get me Dark Knight returns.

I also got Mario + Rabbids 2, but only for the Rayman DLC, but I did get it because my other older sister didn't know how to do that. But I was okay with it.

I also got some Magic cards and two FNAF mystery toys. I hope I get Toy Chica.

For this whole Christmas day. I've been spending it with my two older sisters, my dad and his girlfriend. We went for a nice walk in a forest park. We ate at an IHOP where I ate Wonka purple Pancakes and Wonka cotton candy lemonade. Don't get me wrong, they were super good, but I never want to eat them again because I don't want to die.

I also watch the movie The Boy and the Heron with my older sister, while my other sister, my dad and his girlfriend watch The Boys and the Boat. I wish I had watched the boat movie because it takes place in WW2 and I'm a sucker for WW2. But the anime movie was still good. But I really hope that one bird wasn't Jewish. Wait, what year did that anime movie take place? Fuck. You know what, that's the last time I'm watching an anime movie with my older sister that loves anime. I always wish I could watch something else. Like the time I watched the MHA world hero movie and I wanted to watch Halloween Kills. Right now, I'm looking at Christmas houses.

That's all I want to say for now.

I hoped you all had a good Christmas.