A year ago, when I made a movie on xmas “A madness christmas story” I show it to my family and it was a terrible mistake.

I said the N word in the movie and my family got so pissed off at me because of it.

I know the N word is bad but I said it in a movie, not in public. But they still got bad at me.

You: “ why are you talking about this? ”

Because I have a older sister that is holding a grudge against me because of that. I don’t want to say her real name because it’s too graphic, so I’m calling her “SonicFanGirl”.

You: “ I don't think it's a good idea to talk about your personal life on newgrounds. ”

I have to talk about her because she a BITCH!

You: “ HAY, be nice to your sister! She might be reading this and she going to kill you “

Who gives a fuck!? She doesn't watch my movies and my blogs so I have nothing to worry about.

Anyway, She hates my movies because I said the N word in that movie, I’m so confused about it, I only said one offensive thing in my movie and now she think I’m a racist dirtbag. And that’s bullshit! I like black people, but I don’t have black friends.

In the real world, I try to be a nice guy

You: “ are you a nice guy? ”

I don’t know, maybe, I don’t call myself a nice guy but I try to be nice. But don’t call me a nice guy, it’s stupid.

Anyway, I’m a dumbass artist that like to break boundaries, but SonicFanGirl might banned me from making stop motion movies forever. But I’m not going to listen to her, I’m still going to make movies until I die or get a real job.

Before you think I’m a heartless asshole, SonicFanGirl is my sister and I love her, and she loves me.

You: “ does she love you? ”

I think she dose, I don’t know.

What should I do?